So I had an AWESOME week. Saw Max Payne. Movie DOMINATES. I sat there, majority of the movie, trying to see what was in the game what wasn't, who was in it, etc. AND IT ENDED AT A CLIFFHANGER. We were all like, "Wtf" But all in all, it was awesome. Mark Wahlberg is the shiz.

Still on Supernatural. Josh bought season 2, with an Twilight shirt for me. :D <33 I LOVE it. xD It's all, black, with the words, "What if I'm not the hero" on the front, and "What if I'm the bad guy?" on the back, with the Twilight logo of course. :D I adore it.

Halloween is coming up. *yay* Jeannie and Amy are planning on taking me and Josh on some insane trip to Waverly Hills Sanitorium in Louisville. Honestly, I want to go. It sounds like it'll be really awesome. Plus, I'm not really afraid of ghosts, and I really don't believe in them, so I think I'll be alright xD We're going for the spook of it, after all. I still don't know what I'm going to be for Halloween. Probably a Gangster or something cool (Max Payne influence xD)

Going to work on Summer's Thirst now. :]

I leave you with one sexy picture of Jensen Ackles. ;p



I love him. xD
<3

I'm addicted to Supernatural, everyone knows this. (ily jensen ackles, you stud muffin <3 )


Anywhooo~ I'm on fall break (yay) but unfortunately, didn't finish my homework (aww), but it's not hard (yay) but it's still homework (dangit) xD I've had a tripped out month.

My birthday was a few weeks ago, (thanks to everyone who gave me goodies and told me happy b-day) and it wasn't so bad. Josh had the best gift though, no one can top it (the Shilohs food, huge brownie, ice cream, and his other naughty goodies ;D ) Zack hugged me for what felt like an eternity while Loren sang, Jess gave me candy, Amanda gave me a cute Charlie Brown card that made the teacher talking noise when you opened it,  I got a cute happy birthday song by Mar on the phone, and mom made me brownies. It was a really awesome birthday. :] so thanks guys.

I finished reading Untamed, the 4th novel to the House of Night series, by P.C. and Kristin Cast. And YOU MUST READ THESE BOOKS. Srsly, I adore them. I loved them more than I did Twilight, which really says a lot. The characters are dolls, and the more I read it, the more I compare myself to Zoey. I love her, she's the best, Stevie Ray, the Twins, and Damian are dolls, Jack's a whiny butt, but he can be adorable, Aphrodite is pretty awesome now, Erik is on my nerves a little, but he's cool, Heath is soo sweet, and i ADORE Stark. The characters are so amazing, If you love Twilight, you'll love Marked, Betrayed, Chosen, and Untamed by P.C. and Kristin. =D

As for Summer's Thirst. I've had people ask me questions up the wahzoo about where I'm going and how far I'm getting. Let me add this, I'm re-editing it still, and I'll be working on it all Fall Break. So no worries for that. I've also added some new character ideas to spark up the novel, and I'm more than ready to write till I pass out. Where I'm going with this book witll be important, so pay attention to EVERY detail I place. Trust me, you'll catch on to it later.

But now it's time for me to sleep. I have church tomorrow, and I'll probably run into Casey D: or something. That is, if he plans on showing up for real. But oh well.

I LEAVE YOU TONIGHT WITH THE MAX PAYNE TRAILER:



Gotta see this movie. <3
Peace.

love that song.



anyways, it's been a while since i posted. D: i know. but i still love you :D

so i cried yesterday, and the night before that. and yes, i'll tell you why. so i got on my boyfriend's myspace, and i saw that the WHORE mindy was on there.


and i was major pissed.


so i asked him about it, and he said he didn't know it was her because she had some random picture on there and a wierd emo name, so he didn't know until yesterday when he saw her on. so he deleted her, but it didn't stop there.

honestly, i read one of his messages, and i'm not the type of person to read those things, but so i did. and it hurt my feelings considering i felt like he was flirting with one of the girls.

and that's when i cried. only got 3 hours of sleep that night.

and that's what's so funny. i'm not a moron, and i know when i feel like something is going on. you can't keep me in the dark, and i'll figure things out.

so i talked to him on the phone about it, and i was near the point of breaking yesterday. it was so bad, if you called me ugly, i probably would have cried. and he told me that he wouldn't do that to me, and that it's a misunderstanding. but i broke out in tears and had to hang up.

to simplify the story, after the tearfest, i called him back and had to accept the fact he has friends that are girls. some are his ex's, and they're all good friends. i just needed to try to trust him more.


but fuck you people for telling me to get over it. when you get someone you love so much and that happens, you'll know.  and don't give me that shit that you won't care. because if that was the case, then your so called loved one is screwing behind your back. so don't spew it out unless you know what it's like.

=D

now that that's settled, i have to go to school XDDD
i'll post more later~
<3

i found (with liz's help) to get some more songs for my soundtrack. considering i suck at thinking. but here's what i got.

eileen will have the song by flyleaf, called "there for you"

lucian's is "break me down" by red (i forgot if i mentioned it...oh well)

the ending scene i wanted to have a very pretty song, perfect for the moment i'm writing at the end of the book. so here it is.

staind - "it's been a while"

PERFECTO

and i'll post more later on, i got school D:
<3